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Tuesday, September 6, 2011
BREAK OFFS
If getting into a relationship can make you fly high. Getting out of one will slam you on to the bottom rock. No one will deny this fact. Unless you were never serious about it in the first place. There is no easy way to break off. No matter, who is calling for the break off, you or your partner.
Normally, either one will start seeing the path to the future clearly and he or she will be the one to call for a break off. This will be hard for the other party who is still enjoying their cloud 9. I have personally been the one with the clouded mind. I always asked, how come its so easy for him to ask for a break off after all the time we have had spent together? I have asked him why is he hurting me like this? How did his heart turned to be such an evil one? How did he turned to be so cold? I even promised never to forgive him.
Recent event made me realize that I have always failed to really see how difficult it must have been for him. He saw what I see now much earlier and decided to call it off to save both of us from long and hard misery. Calling for a break off would have hurt more than getting hurt because he has already seen how hurt I will be when he asks for a break off... this event would have played many times in his mind even before it actually happens. Every time he thinks and pictures it he would have felt as hurt as I do now.
When the actual event happens, it doesn't end there. He being the one to call the break off, will always blame himself till some kind of good event happens in my life again. Accepting the fact that I have moved on, may hurt him as well. (because it also means I have forgotten him or completely left him). If I don't go on with my life and I stay in the misery it will equally hurt him too. (she is miserable because of me)
My point here is there is no easy way to go through a break off for either party.
Why we have to go trough break offs? Well this I believe is a lesson of life. We wouldn't appreciate the future if the past hasn't tested us. Just like we won't appreciate our on car if we haven't suffered taking the public transports. It is never going to be easy and all of us have to go through it some time in our life just like having a growing up. Stop asking WHY ME AND ASK WHATS NEXT?.
Friday, September 2, 2011
The Hidden Wonders of Kelantan
Say Kelantan and many thinks of the traditional art like batik, wau and even wayang kulit (puppet). Actually kelantan has more to offer there are about 15 siames temple or better known as buddha temple in kelantan. Each temple has its unique design. Featuring the main buddha statue. The temple has fine are everywhere you turn. Each door. Each wall and even the floors. Most art has a story to tell. Well looks like u didnt have to go to Thailand to see all these...
Monday, August 22, 2011
My Life line and My phones.
Ah... yes the excitement I had when I finished my SPM (High School Finals) and i got my very first phone from my Lovely dad. Motorola Wings. It was a package with TM 013 line. Why was i excited of getting a phone at the age of 18. Well back then we did not have phones like nowadays students. I still remember the first phone in my school was in the year 1997. He was the son of a doctor and he brought his phone to school daily. Oh yeah there wasn't any rules about phones in school back then too. Getting my first phone and it only took me 3 days to learn all the features of the phone. I realized I was interested in phones more than I expected.
Discovering my interest in phones I couldn't wait to change my phone to a better one. I was saving money to get a new phone and I was eyeing Alcatel OT 512 gold. However, again I received a gift from my boyfriend back then and what shall i say it was Alcatel Gold. This time it took me 4 days as the Alcatel compared to wings was not very user friendly. It was one of the first polyphonic tone phone. My tone was st with Beethovan's Fur Elise. Yes I remember clearly, indeed.
Alcatel did last but my boyfriend didn't last. I gave it back to him before I left for collage (which was the reason of our breaks off) [if only I knew the phrase dump or be dumped but keep the gifts]. Again my dad became my hero and adde money to get me the Nokia 3210. Switching from Alcatel to Nokia 3210 was not easy not because of the features but due to the size. It was longer. However it was worth it because Nokia was very much user friendly compare to Motorola and Alcatel. Then in collage life I met a few new friends and learned bout their phones. Another new thing I discovered was Nokia ruled 2003-2005 in my collage. The second ranks went to Sony Ericsson.
Switched again in 2005 Collage final year gift for myself Nokia Butterfly or better known as 8250. Smaller, lighter and true tone features attracted me but most off all its was the blue light... lol. Nokia butterfly did not last very long with me it flew away when my i was travelling in the train. Picked pocket!. It was only 6 months since I bought it. Shopping for a new phone again, by this time the shopkeeper knew my taste well he insisted I tried Sony Ericsson instead of another Nokia. I did...
Instantly in love again. Music is my passion and Sony Ericsson catered it well. It was music all my live then music was the only mate that haven't left me even till today. Staying away from family and in my first job after collage meant cutting in budget so I stayed with this phone till 2006, would have been longer if did not get went in a heavy rain. This time nature forced me to get another phone. I was in love with Sony Ericsson so I went back to get another Sony and discover the elegant looking ones...
My very first white phone. Still music filled my life. This phone was my style small compact and elegant. Just the way I like it. It matched my fashion sense very well... elegance. Well just like good people don't last long. Good things did not last long either. Dad left us 2006 and I took over the responsibility. At one point in 2009 we were death stuck financially. Yes... my phone was the savior. Switching phone due to nature, stolen and even upgrade was out of my control but in this case I was giving it up willingly it was so difficult. I sold my phone.. actually I couldn't do it so I made my sister do it for me. That love of mine fed my family for 2 week. I'm proud to say I learnt a lot from that lesson. Always expect the unexpected especially financially. I did and I do nowadays. It took me 4 months before I got myself another phone.
I was back dated in phones. People were all about smart phones and iphone and I just stepped into the touch screen era. Though it was backdated I still love Nokia 5230 touch screen all because of the camera... Nokia thought me facebook. Only after this phone i became keen facebook user with the pictures I was able to capture on my Nokia my facebook had an update every week. Nokia 5230 also thought me about navigating and google map searching. This features made me go out and explore the streets more. I completely learned all the features in a week or so and started learning about the iPhone, HTC and Samsung smarts phones trough the web.
I knew it is my desire to get back into the lane and get a better phone it took me long. A year later I now use a smart phone Samsung Galaxy S (SGs). How SGs changed my life... lets just say peoples perception on me changed. I dare to stand by my word that people nowadays do judge you through the phone you using. Besides that being a phone features freak i had so much to discover in the SGs. The Navi, Layar, all the apps that I get to download. Unlimited... still exploring. If u ask me I think I deserve it. Who knew my phones can teach me lessons too... In my life it did...
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Thursday, August 18, 2011
THE HARD DECISION I MADE!
I have always seen making decision as a challenge in my life. Pictured it as a problem solving skills i earn every time i solve a problem. i am nit the type who runs and hide from problems but more like the type who faces it.
Recently i have to make a difficult decision. Letting go my sister to move out and live on her own. The solution stared right at my face but i just didn't want to accept it. LET HER GO SHE NEEDS TO LEARN TO LIVE HERSELF.
Well today i had no choice but to accept it and let her go. It was one of the hardest decision i have ever made. When u let some one that has been under your care for so long go. you will never be sure you did the right thing till your a news from them in the future...
I HOPE I DID THE RIGHT THING...
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